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[06 Sep 2005|11:45am] |
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<3. after school today i'm going with skyler to lunch or something. it should be fun. oh and on friday he asked me out. secretly. and we kissed. shh its a secret. don't tell... anyways, we're walking somewhere after achool. this is gonna sound lame, but i talked to him every night this weekend. he loves me.
on the flip side, i am so happy with the way my life is going right now. i'm doing great in school, great in softball, my friends love me, i have a boyfriend... at this moment i feel perfect.
these are the thoughts that are on my mind moments that haven't yet in been in time and i don't know if you could ever understand
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| smile one more time |
[02 Sep 2005|11:53am] |
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i like skyler. i'm not afraid to admit it anymore. i asked him to go out with me secretly but... i don't know. i have given him like 4 hugs (or more!) already today. he told me the last time i saw him today that he would meet me by the bike racks after school. i can't say that we're going to kiss or anything, but... i surely hope we do. when he looks at me with those big brown eyes and long eyelashes, i feel beautiful. he's just so sweet and caring and cute and nice and... i'm rambling on, aren't i? sorry. i just really like him. i'm going to give him my number and hopefully we can be boyfriend and girlfriend secretly? anyways, i'll write back later and tell you what happened.
why do you look so familiar? i could swear that i have seen your face before i think i like that you seem sincere i think i'd like to get to know you a little bit more.
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| i shine so bright |
[01 Sep 2005|12:44pm] |
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skyler still likes me. trust me. i can just tell. and i love katie to death and i don't want to hurt her (shes like, madly in love with him), but i kinda like him too. kinda. just... the way he smiles at me... oh my god.
i can't stop thinking about him. i wanna go out with him so bad, but i'm so scared that i'm going to hurt katie if i do so. i'm gonna try to talk to him about it tomorrow... i think. :/
who's to say we're not good enough? and who's to say that this is not our love?
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| don't tell anyone |
[28 Aug 2005|11:45am] |
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OMG... the dance 2 nights ago... just omg. so katie introdiced me to this really cute guy named skyler, who's a sophomore. we were slowdancing, and flirting a lot! so then we went to where no one else was and totally nade out! we made out a lot actually. he told me he'd see me on monday...
anyways, a little while ago we went to harvest grill for breakfast. i saw chris there and i was surprised that he remembered my name. when we walked inside, he said "hi lauryn!" and when we sat down he said "how are you liking highschool lauryn?!" and when we left he said "bye lauryn!". you can totally tell that he's gay...*sigh*...i love that. he is just too adorable. as for skyler... I'LL KEEP YOU MY DIRTY LITTLE SECRET WHO HAS TO KNOW?
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| friends only |
[27 Mar 2005|05:17pm] |
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only my friends can touch this

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I LOVE YOU GERARD
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